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TURBULENCE - NICOPATTY | PHIGHTING OST

rgrggrrg i lvoe how you cna lije hear nicos music font UHGUGH I LVOE IT OS MUCH ui lvoe how you can tell its his he adds this little sparke thing in hisd musice and i lvoe it OHG MY GOODDKLVJSDLKDLKSDBSLK ekekekekekeke I VLEO IT SO MCUHB yesyeysysyeesy ysyeeyseeyseyes o lvoe nicopatty ive always lvoed the music he makes its always just liek so sparkly and hjappy amd cheery AND NOW THAT A SONG OF HIS IS IN PHIGHITNG/?? omg... MY LIFE IS COMPLATE ITS A CROSSOVER THAT WE DIDNT KNOW WE NEEDED GGOMGOG ekeklsngskljgnbskjhjnkol i vleo it i titiitjitjtinjiodn YESYEYYEYEYSYEE

girls

DUDUE I LVEO GIRLS SO MUCH I SWEAR THEY CAN BE SO ACCEPTING ANDJNDJFDNJS3QUPI98OFIPOJMKEAQMP; AAND I VEEL SO LVOED ADN LIEK EVBEYRGNISIDNASJANAKJSFLHSLKFAK;LKJAEFPMK IDKSLFJHKLJLSKAKAAKK jajlsdhkljasfhan
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broker

i lvoe broekr so much you dont udnertand how much hes my fvaoite cahr hes just slo ajajajajajshdbaisjyh i3uqro j lafkd and like i lvoe his char deisin and evryign and i ajjaljajk32u089riojnmks I LOVE ROKER TOO LIKE EYEHEHEHEH LOOK AT ITKLSDJFLDK ITS SO EVIL I T LOOJAKAJSD92 I LVOE HOW IT HAS BROKER COIN ON IT I LVOE BROKE COIDNIJAJAJAKILKDWUI8O0JID2K AEKLJFHQOUFJANDKLLSD;WKQF;LKF;LAFO;AKASPIF;KLAJ FKE;F I LVOE BROKER IJKALEFHAKE3IOFUJKw

school

its been liek 2 days of school and im makign this in the morniogn of the third (7/31/23) and all of these 3 days haev made me extremely nervosiu and liek i knwo whats gonna happen but i keep on frkeaing out abotu it and like idek how to calm down the nerves anf like this year has had a bad syarrt firtsx i have so mcuh stuff to carry then 2nd day i get drenthced in rain and i lended my laptrop charger to somone in my last period and forgot to take it back and 3rd day i coudlnt use my charger becuase of what happned on friday (2nd day) and i know im able to resolve this prolbem really easy but it just makes me so afrid something bad iis gonna happen as if theres a pattern of bad thinsg happening at school

anoetrh school moring

DUDE ITS NOT EBVEN THE FACT I HAVE SCHOOL ITS JUIST THE TIME BETWEEN EVERYTHING I HAVE AROUND 2-3 HOURS OT GET READY RIGHT BUT LIKE IM READY WITHIN THE FIRST HOUR AND THEN I HAVE TO WIAT ATLEAST ANOTHER HOUR AND BY THE TIME ITS 830 OR SOMTHIGN I GET SO INCREDIBLY STRESSED AOUT ABOUT IF IM GONNA MESS UP OR NOT AND I THINK ITYS BECUASE OF THE RAIN DAY IT REALLY JUST LIEK AFFECTED ME AND I FELEL LIKE IM GONNA MESS SOMTHIGN UP THE SCHOOL PART IS PRETTY EASY AND FINE ITS JUST THE MONRINGS ITS SO HARD TO GET OVER THIS FEELING BUT BY THE TIME IM ON THE BUS ITS ALL FINE 😭

rio romeo

god i lvoe rio so much tehir music is just amazing iits jshakjdf iTS ANAIZNG IF YOUNEVE NEVR LISTEN TO THEIR MUSIC YOU HAVET0O THOIS ITS IMMACULATE eveytjign abpotu t the vocie the sounds UHGUH THE TEHMES KOGM ITS
DFHDHGSIFSDNFKJ ITS SO UCYHHTHAT I VLEO i want eveyone to know why theya re i wnat eveyone to enooy tehir music so much bri 8/15/23 finsihed 119

8/15/23 (idk a title

atp its all the same (school) nothing changes its juts the same thing over and over again each class goes by fast but also slow at the same time coming home feeling the same having hw i do at the last second nothing exciting nothing too bad im staritng to have walks or naps when i get home trying to spend my time doing something useful feeling as if ive accomplished nothing
its nice having the same thing happing eveyr day becuase i know whats going to happen but i dont like it a single bit it just repeats over and over i want to change but i dont want to wait for next qurtr i dont want anything to change but i also do
i want something about my schedule to change up a bit but i dont think itll do anything just change and then i get used to it and yearn for a diffrence again
like i undertand why nothing is changing but it goes by too quick and i feel like im not picking up on anything im still doing really bad with my focus and time management like im trying but eugh its so bad i feel like ive made an improvement though kind of idrkthis wasnt really negative but it was just something i wnated to tlak about and its kind of somthign to get off my chest so ya

mark

ohh my go ddd h hers just a,azong ebeything he does is just JHSJHSLK KILL YRODUEF i love him /p whatever he does with me or like if we talk at all it just makes me so happy me in my bed texting him like one of thos teen girls kicking the feet in air JDFBKJDH thats so me !!!! he doesnt unsetand how uhc i care for him and like i want him to be one of the most happyest peopl ever but thats not ralllyyyy gonna be possbile but i try ykk it makes me really excited and liek glad that i can make him happy by just like talking with him id love to be with him irl just kike idk tlakigj doing whatevr itd be so fun hes so funny and alwys makes me smile and just brightens my day even if its going horrilbe LIKE HOW???? COMEON MANN SOTTT (dont sotp pls) HE GOT ME JUMPIN AND SQUEALING SOMETIMES AJAJ like iiek ike were just mean t to be besties ykk were so cool were so pro SO PRO! i like that we have alot of the same inrtests and even ifwe dont we some hwo like suck eahcotehr into the thing and liek its alwys so fun to teas him omg and liek his voice i love it ik ii dont complement him alot but i think about it i love his voice its so nice idk how to descibe ithes just so everyhting i like AND LIKE THE THINGS WE DO TPOGETHER???? beo even if its broing alone we also make it so fun...I SWEAR LIKE HES THE LIFE OF THE APORTY atleats for e idk HES JUST AJSKNKJFNSFLSFKKLALDAALFHFJDHJLDDSJLFJL he mekas me so happy anythigm were together i love him so much /p i love how caring he is to me dude NOT JUST ME LIKE EVRYNE IDHFJI HES SO CARING AND LIKE KIND???? i want to see him explode and like i want to melt lik dornw him ebveythign nbkdjfnksjkd /pos
i want to liek give him all the riches in the world and like everythign he wants i want to give him the most like biggets hug ever odk KJANDJ THAT SOUDNS SO IKE WIERD iIDK HEOKOP i want to keep him safe from evertyhing i want to liek just spend so much time with him but i cnt becuase of like everything else in life like come onn!! get outta my way of spending time w/ him 😠😠😠😠😠 (everything platonic and (very) positive)
8/21/23
12:32

MARCELLOOO!!!!!!!!

9iofmogmgoimg makrkrkrkrkrkkr erwio ufh woiu i vllove him os much ehsj utys eveyrhtign ithat i adore hes omne of t eh best human beings anyone cou ld erver ineract with hes a piece of gold a tresure hard to find hes amazing fillwed wiyh all the o ther peolpel dudu ie always makes me smile and li ke so haoppy when i talk to hikkm and im os glad i do the same i love thinking about him sometimes the way he does everythiung hios perosnaly its smazionf gsviouehrwfnijkoudm his bvociieicie art wristing ahdnwrijnhg just anything that hes able to do he always does so fgood at it i could never ever meet up to him but im so glad tghat i can be by his side whikle these things are happenrig like with elli9to he helped me so muchj and i coudlnt ever repay him for trhat i know he says what im doing is enough but i dont feel like it is i want to do just so much to show that i care but i doint even inwo what im out of ideas but if i ever had anotehr id defoo want tio do it hesciudhaf iu eqwjku e hTTgyhe hecicijicedciopewj tghe uduUDUEU HEHEHHKUJFK HE COEMAOPPLENST MMEFIPQWJ iiican t handle that kind of stuff just any sort of complemtrn about me is jusxt so hard to think about buecase i just get like in shock BEUYICBV CHJNFK i ciici cicas doj io i i cant halnde rtherm bro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but itakaWYAS feels li ek ju st soi nciue and ndddnsajsf I IWSH I COULD DO THAT BUBUBUTI HES JU ST SO GOOD AT WORDS I CANRT DO THGAT im so bad at expressing myself with words i swear im like sio mcuh bet etr at actions 99999999 like like id ju st show hijmm i care!!!!!!!! amrk is so incredibly caring and kind and li ke he ehhehhehujadaiopjfds just justy itd be so cool igf wed meet up like omgogmogmogo id love thast so mcuyh i might break his ba ck trhouggh/j DU DUE LAST NIGTYH DLKEKLLELKEK HE GO ME SO EXCITED AND LIKE HAOPPY I DIDNT RLLY CARE IF ANYONE ELSE SAWS STAS LIEK I SID I JUST NEEDDDD TO MAKE SURE HE KNWOS!!!!!!!!! lastb nigth got me kicking my fete4 throwung stuff oghgmo he made me so happy like EEKKKKK dudue mark keeps me up so latye at nighht lioke omgogmg HEIUF UIDFSLKJ hes so cool sopt syaing im cooler you clealry are man and you need to knwio thattu AND YOU ANT BE TOO NICUE IN ONE NIGHT SOPT ei;gyfubhwk hge got me 9daydreaming about him kliLIEKLEKEIEIFJLEFUKGH RSBFKRSB I TS IUTS ITS TIS SO FUN IS EWEWSOU8IAQIOEJFAIL ;KKL QWW;L iii uiohjfioakl;'efjIIEHESW EHS EHSDJUDI3 HES JUST LIKE SO CHARMING????? fr gonan make me jjuts go kaboombbbb 💣💣💥💥💥 I LV OE SPENDINGB TIME WT H HIM EKEKE i swear if i could id buy him anyuthign he wants lllleik keeeekKEKEKEE I LVOE HIMMMMi lvoe how he talks like guhugh he jisty always is so amzing and cool and an d and chjdeanks; i cant help myself but to repeat its so hard to put how i feel into words but he just makes me so happy i want him to be so happhy just justsilIEJKEJE;.F KL; JEK;FL hes so cool and and aipswiekekwkle; KL;ESOPT I KEEO ION RELEATING MYSTELF I LVOE HIM SO MYUCH JJUST TEHIR PEROSNALTY ITYERS AMAZING ill alwyas be his numebr 1 fan!!!!! hes just ekeuhguhguu i sitl cant put it into words BUT HES LIKE MY FRIEND BUT IS BETTER THAN ELLIOT WAS OR EVER WILL BE LIKE LEJKEKEOIEW RHGFNIL;EJKRFNM THEIURE SO MUCH EBTTER LI KE OMGMGGMGM MAKIJNG ME SO HAPPY ABOUT SPENDING TIME AND LIKE COMING HOME AND DOIONG STUFF AND THEN OUT FO NOWHERE WE START TLAKING And i FORGET EVERYHTING IM DOIUNG AND PUT MNY FULL ATTENTION ON HIM JFJSEHL;NL were like such a perfect duo bro!!!!! I LOVE HOW OUR RELKAIRTONSHIP CHANGED DUDE WE WERE LIKE BORDERLINE HATING E ACHOTHER AND NOW WE ARE BESTIES!!!!! i lvoe rthat so m uch hes so charnming and amazing and cool and loveable and GUHGUGHGU BDGHIUY;J NK I CVANT FND T HE RIGHT WORDS idont think there even are words for how muhc i care for them and if there were i still wopuldnt use them buecase i wouldnt know theuy exist

MAKRRKEKK

DUDUE MARTLKCVELLO HES JUST JSO SOS OSIAFHAEL;HAEJKLGBIHJKL SIO COOL AND LIEK AMZING AND HES SO KIDN AND LIKE KLE'AHKBVIYG DFUDE THE AMOUNT OF TIME IVE SPENT WITH HIM IS JUST LIEK WAQYY TOO LONG BUT ID SPEND WAY MORE IF I COUDL DUYDE like if you have neevr done anythign with mar yhorue MISSING OUUUTTT!! LIKE PLAYIGN W/ HIM IS ALWAYS SO FUN just doign anythign is always so fun and i always love tlaking with threm and liek having those long conversations are alwyats so enjoyable dude AND LIEK I LVOE HEAIRNG ABOUT HIS DREAMS TEHYRE ALWAYS SO LIEK INTREING BUT I LIKE HTEM ALOT LIKE LIEKHBLFHK dude theyre always so like soft but liek bnot in a bad wya kist liek teh differcbe is KEKL dude if i met them irl id give the biggest and tighest hug knwon to mankind due! LIEK LIKE EKELW;GHWBRWUGHBIOJNK id lveo jusyt to sit withh himmmm and liek tl;akjk and whatntot DUDUE DUDUE TGHEEHJFLAHFGHL THEY ALWAYS MAKE ME SO HA;PUY AND LIK=E EXCITED TO DO ANYTGHJIGN JUST KNOWING THAT I OCUDL DO SOTHING ist always so fun!!!!! liek leik id love ot fall asleep wuth him or like just hug him n stffu like that LIKE LIFKE WEVE TLAKED BAOTU THIS B4 id lvove to justy live in a small hopuse w/ him and we jst do whjatever leik thatd seem so nice like we coldd do whaveterr!!!!!!!!!!!!! btu like if we were gonna do hat itd take alot of time and money plsu we arent evben liek tyhat old yet to do tht so id =say 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or somtime aroudn thre ()bascially adult) liek itd be so peaceful but also like so exciting to live like that
if i cant find a place like t hat im jst gonna build one like those guys on youtube who make houses with mud n stuff BUT LIEK DUDE IO LVEO HIM SO MUCH ID SMOOCH HIM!!!!!!!!! /P11/8/23

12/14/23allalalalal

dude like its alwatys arouynd the end of trhe quater is when i start to feel like extremly lonely i dont undetrand why but it happned last quAarter and is happing htis one too i just get like really sad and i feel lonely all rthe time at school buecase i rarely talk to anyone + i dont rlly interact w/ anyone like sure tehres people i call my friends and theyre in gym and i still dont talk with them alot theres just nothing to talk about like sure i ahve online freinds and im extremly grateful for gthem but its when i get off and i go to school
like my fruiendships aere so weird last year i was extremyly open and like loud n stuff with my firneds and then somethign hjust happned for us to never talk
i dont blame them though its undertsandlbe why it woudl happen but im still upset about it
and like when im in a group of people right we get along right even in my last irl friendgroup i never felt like i ever fit in theres just somthing about the people that just dont click right with me
maube im just like overthinging it and i should be more ouit about talking but i dont know alot of people